love it or left it

i can't even express how much i dislike you right now. you are one of the most selfish people in the world. you are terrible at helping me when i need you. you never succeed in actually being there for me. you get mad at me whenever i don't want to talk about something. why can't you just respect when i'm not ready to talk about something. you have no reason to get mad about that. that's just being selfish. when i'm upset, it's not about you. it's about me. you are a complete jackass for yelling at me when i'm upset just because i don't do the things you want me to do. you're a jerk for yelling at me when i don't want to talk about something that's bothering me. you're an idiot for getting pissed when the things you say to "comfort" me don't succeed in helping me feel better. seriously, who gets mad at a person when their advice doesn't work? have i ever done that to you? have i ever yelled at you when you don't want to talk about something? i have countless examples of when you've been upset and you won't talk about what happens. have i ever gotten pissed when i'm trying to help you and you won't take my advice or when what i say doesn't help? no, i have NEVER done that. i have remained patient and i kept suggesting things and i have wished you the best even when you wouldn't listen.
this relationship is completely unfair. last night, when you were upset that you're parents constantly think their right, i asked what situation led you to say that. i asked what conversation you and your parents were having. you wouldn't tell me. you just gave me general answers. so what right do you have to get mad at me when i'm upset about something and after you saying two fucking things it doesn't help me. i didn't do anything wrong. it is not my fault that your advice didn't help make me feel better in that exact moment. it's also not my fault that you hurt me when you got pissed at me. i was completely justified in calling you a jerk, a jackass, and a dick. that is what you are when you get pissed at someone when they're upset. you are so selfish. when you try to help me, you're only thinking of yourself. you getting pissed is just fucking selfish. you calling me a bitch when i get mad at you because you clearly did something to hurt me, is one hundred percent selfish.
if you think that i owe you any form of apology for what happened last night, then you're more of a prick that i thought. i don't owe you any apology. i didn't do anything wrong. i didn't do anything to cause you to get annoyed or angry at me. i was right when i called you a jerk because that's the way you were acting. i was justified in being hurt by you and being angered by what you said. you were completely fucking wrong and out of line. this is your fault and i am not going to be the one who offers that we fix it. that's your fucking job. if you don't fix it and if you don't say you're sorry for every fucking thing you did, then this is over. i am not going to put up with someone treating me like shit when i'm upset. i deserve better than that. you were wrong and i have numerous people who have seen the texts and who agree with me that you're a jackass. so if you want to sit there and make this look like it's all my fault, then you're a fucking idiot.
i hate you.