i can honestly say i never thought we would last this long. especially after what just happened. changing things is going to take a long time i guess. its also going to take a long time before things get better i suppose. i lose my faith and my temper from time to time and you know i have every reason and right to. sigh...i just honestly am not sure what to do or say most of the time. ive already told you how it hurts and ive already expressed all of my anger and sadness to you so i guess the only thing left to do is try and move on. i think you are finally realizing what you need to do and i think youve finally gotten it through your head about how i feel and why i feel that way.
we are such a mess.....
what i dont understand is why we are still together if neither of us are happy. i hate you for what you did and im angry and shit but i just cant bring myself to stop talking to you. it makes no sense to me. i need you even when youre the one that is hurting me the most.
i just dont know how i feel anymore. im not quite sure what else there is for me to say.
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