pontificating

valentine's day was yesterday. once again, austin had to be a thousand times nicer than he needs to. the lil lover boy bought me a bouquet of yellow roses and this gargantuan stuffed puppy thats holding a heart that says "be mine". it was adorable. i swear i hugged that boy as tight as i could for like 10 minutes straight. ^_^ haha katie, my dearie, got me a beanie baby giraffe and this cute as hell lil lovely love story with dinosaurs. i love those kids. i was sad tho, because i couldn't buy anyone gifts on account of the fact that my mom's birthday is in a week and i needed to save my money for her. i felt really bad. however, valentine's day was amazing nonetheless.

so, a while ago i was talking about people. well, here's an update. i've had an amazing comeback with zac. seriously, we went from zero to like a thousand all over again. and the same exact day that i wrote that post, i saw annie at the mall and we chatted for a while. it was so nice. alas, the other people continue to get worse. hmhm =/

school angers me in many ways. i don't wish to go into detail tho. it might make me even more angry.

i recently discovered that i am a very jealous person. or shall i say rediscovered. i've always been jealous of other people and the things they have. but, now i'm jealous of other people and the people they have. hm, confusing. i don't wanna say anything the wrong way so i just won't say anymore at all. it's nothing like the way i put it.

haha i watched Demetri Martin's new show on wednesday. damn, i love that boy.

stupid winter just won't go away. it urks me >=/

i♥DemetriMartin

i added a new video bar at the bottom of my blog. it's below the playlist in case you get lost along the way. it's a bunch of videos from my favorite comedian, Demetri Martin. if your wondering why he's my favorite...i don't give a damn. i'm gonna say it now anyway. i love his goofy drawings, i love his lil songs, i love how his jokes are simple yet extremely amusing, and i love how he tends to talk in a sorta monotone voice. it's great. i could watch him all day. so you should check him out cuz i'm hoping he won't make you laugh. instead, you'll be all like "wtf, this girl is stoopid" and thats exactly how you spell stupid also. wow, ironic right?

i've also really been enjoying the color yellow lately. and idk y...