ah, it's so wonderfully sunny lately. i enjoy watching the sunrise and set each day. it's just amazing.
i went to this resurrection rally this weekend for my church group. i wasn't too excited cuz it was at the Chula Vista in Wisconsin Dells [water park water park water park] and i thought it was going to blow chunks. i didn't exactly enjoy the people i was going with [water park water park] i'm not the most religious [WATER PARK o_O] so yeah. but in all actuality, i had a good time. the food they made for us was delightful. we had the most amazing speaker who really inspired me. i got to know a few new people [there were like over 400 there] and it was a nice vacation. only one thing sucked. fucking water park.
the new semester is treating me pretty well lately. alas, i fucked up in the first week or so. however, i'm doing much to fix that. i haven't gotten too much homework. i'm getting a lil break yet at the same time it's a challenge. i definitely needed a fresh start. i had a bad week so far. but that was cuz of a lot of things just coming down on me all at once. it's like ten times better now. i think i'm doing pretty alright. still need to work on sharing my emotions. i've gotten my focus nearly back on track. the sun is shining =]
all the people i've lost/am losing: zac, annie, alex [from texas], a majority of the TAG kids who aren't specific enuf to have their names mentioned, and last but not least taylor u. all these people are people i haven't talked to in forever or feel as tho the connection is gone. the first three are kids i really really care about. i've tried to keep in touch, but they don't return the favor. alex, we had a great summer. then, the school year started and i'm not sure what happened. it was zac's birthday today. i texted him with a smile and i didn't get a reply. it's honestly nothing new. we've always been like that. i wish for way more tho. annie, i guess i was never really her best friend, but we always had a lot in common. our conversations were easy. we never judged eachother. it was really nice. the TAG kids, to say the least, just aren't around anymore. except my really good friends from there. taylor, oh lil taylor. she seems to be off in her own world now. making her dreams come true. she comes around every once in a while but i feel as tho she only brushes the surface. i long for those sleepovers with the chick flicks and talking about boys =[
highschool...
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it happens. i hate to say, but you'll get used to it.
i might just be saying that though because ive always moved a lot and got used to not attaching to people.
it will get easier though.
oh ashley. <3
youre my girl.
i know what you mean about missing everyone. i mean, its a little different for me but it has happened, just the same. high school... my sentiments exactly.
i miss the good ol' days. fifth grade. the four of us, bff's. even though we were all little bitches sometimes, (me especially, wow i was bad in so many ways, i dont know how you still love me) they were good times. and they'll never leave my heart. and through everything that's happened since then, its all been for the best i bet. the universe tends to unfold as it should.
haha. i stole that line from harold and kumar. it kind of ruins the sentimentality of that comment but i thought it fit. =]
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