s-s-so i'm sick of starting every post with the word "so". it's not very interesting. i also think there need to be more text colors for this. i need a better variety.
i-i-i've been having a lot of anxiety at school. it mostly occurs when i'm walking thru the halls or sitting at lunch or in a class without friends. i can't control myself and i keep looking at the people around me to see what they're doing. i can't stand sitting in the front row of a classroom [i also don't like sitting in the back corner] because i need to see the people around me. it's a paranoia feeling. i'm not kidding. i don't get why i feel this. i get it a lot in art class. i'm too afraid to talk to the teacher about my project. i don't wanna ask teachers questions cuz i feel like someone will hear what i'm saying and they'll think something bad about me. there's my main problem. i'm so worried about what other people are thinking. when i'm walking thru the halls and trying to dodge people, i feel like everyone has their eyes focused on me.
h-h-however, i'm thinking that this won't last long. well, at least that's what i;m hoping. there's really no reason for it. besides that, school is school. not exactly fun but not horrible. it's school.
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im going crazy im sooooooooooooo bored so im passing the time by sending u this important news broadcast by me.
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aww i love your stutter!! and haha i start all my posts with so too. i always have, especially on livejournal. =]
and guess what! this is my first act on my new laptop! aah this is so great.
but it sucks about your anxiety. i wish i could give you some of my intense comfort, because trust me, i don't need it all. im super comfortable in the halls and during classes, and i would trade it all with you if i could, as long as you felt better. =[ -hug-
oh and btw i named my laptop spencer and my new ipod gabriel. its going to take me a while to figure out how to transfer all my music and files and stuff over to this guy so gabe won't be used much until then =/
school was the best time of my life I think!
well looking back, i left school at 16 and im now nearly 20 and i wish i could go back in time to live it all again
=] x
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