life is bringing me zero amusement at this point in time. seems like all i do these days is spend 5 hours in the morning getting ready for a day spent not leaving my house and then after that i just sit around on the computer, listening to music, and watching the telly. dont get me wrong, listening to music will never get boring to me but its the computer and television that are completely old. im sick of talking to people on the internet cuz i know ill never actually meet them and im sick of watching the telly cuz there is never anything on. im even bored with texting people. I LOVE YOU ALEX! but your the only person who actually produces a real conversation that does not equal lol or haha all the friggin time.
therefore, my alternative activities for the past few days have been sitting in my room listening to music and attempting to draw. i say attempting cuz i rarely have ideas. im sick of drawing the same things all the time so yeah. instead i take interesting song lyrics and make mini lil pictures to go with thing. hey, what can i say? im no artist...mkay?
*sigh*
i dont want summer to end [even tho im sick of sitting at home] but i just dont wanna go back to school. my first year of high school. im scared shitless. its the idea of growing up. my three years of middle school went by so fast and i just wish i could have them back. im not too good at adapting to new situations so im sure that my first week of high school is gonna amount to loads of anxiety and depression. its not gonna be as easy as middle school. so yeah, im just scared like most kids are and nothing anybody can say about "highschool is so much fun" can make me feel anything different.
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