Im not quite sure where im gonna go with this...

i havent been doing much lately except sitting around my house and thinking. basically, thinking about everything. but there has been one thing thats just bothering me a lot. its not that big of a deal, but have you ever felt that the internet is just a bunch of liars? i mean, have you ever been on a site like MySpace and you go to some persons profile and you just feel like nothing that person is saying is real? like their entire profile is one big lie? from their pictures that you couldve sworn youve seen on google before (or even on some other profile) to their outrageous blog entries about all these concerts that they go to and all this other stuff. idk, i guess there is no way to prove that these people are 100% liars. it just feels like a lot of people on the internet are not being themselves...they're just trying to make their lives sound cool so they can get a ton of friends.

the reason i started thinking about this is because i go on this one site called flashflashrevolution.com. yeah, its kinda lame and i mostly go on there to play the game. but thats not the point. its the fact that i go on peoples profiles and they have pictures on there of people that arent even them. there are a lot of guys on there who put pictures of Sonny Moore on their profiles and theyre like "I look good in this picture" and then you see all these girls who comment and say "oh you look sooo hot" and "your hair is gorgeous, i love your piercings". those girls are just stupid cuz you can tell the person is lying when 10 other guys have that same picture of Sonny Moore and their trying to pull it off as themselves. i just like it when some REAL person comments and is like "haha! i love Sonny Moore. Isnt he great?" cuz then everyone else knows that one person is lying.

another situation i hate is when you see the same picture from profile to profile of some kid with black hair, tons of eyeliner, and that special little Hawthorne Heights shirt. its the same goddamn picture on EVERY profile. you can tell all those people did is go on google and search "emo boys" to find pretty little pictures so they could get girls. and then all the people start fighting and saying "dude! you stole my picture!". no each of you stole the picture off of google so get a life.

then youve got your girls and boys who like to say things such as "im gay!" "im lesbian and single! wanna hook up?" or "im a model for *insertpreppystorenamehere*". c'mon, youre just asking for attention. but its the people who are suckers for those things that bother me the most. the people who are stupid enuf to be like "wow! seriously? thats so cool. i wish i was a model" or the people who go along with the lies and say "im gay too. we should totally date". that brings me to another topic. internet dating. not like, going on dating websites to get into a serious relationship like on Match.com but just claiming that youre going out with so and so when actually so and so is prolly "going out" with 5 other people on the internet.

the whole fake internet persona thing just bothers me. why lie just so you can get a bunch of friends? "well i dont have many friends in real life so i just wanted to know what it feels like to be liked by other people". youve got it all wrong, stupid. maybe you would have friends in real life if you werent such a COMPULSIVE LIAR. its not rocket science. if you dont think people on MySpace or Facebook will like you for who you are, then dont bother going on there to begin with.


im sorry for just sorta ranting about that. it really isnt that big of a deal but it gets annoying real quick.

Smartie Pants People!

ok, so the poll over there ->
is now closed.
however, i am happy that the four people who voted all selected the right answer. good for you! you shall all receive bonbons. yay! because yes, a thesaurus is a DINOSAUR and nothing else!

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im happy cuz im gonna get chinese food on friday! yay! me like chinese food. its the bestest. maybe some sesame chicken or some beef and broccoli, or both!

Tag! Your It!

here are the rules to "being tagged"

1.link the person who tagged u
2.state the rules in ur blog
3.tell 6 quirks about urself
4.tag 6 other bloggers
5. leave a comment on each of their bloggs stating that they have been tagged.

6 quirks

1. i stare off into space...a lot
2. i bite the insides of my cheeks when i get bored
3. i have speech ichues...um, well, i mean issues
4. i hate hate hate feet...even my own
5. i crack my knuckles about 100 times a day (exageration)
6. whenever i chew gum i always play with it and stuff

people i will tag

1. i tagged cory back
2. katiesaurus (cuz she's the best)
and whoever else i want cuz i dont know right now

c'mon people now! play with me

*haha*

Dear Fucker,

You are my fuckin' friend,
and i hope you know that's fuckin' true.
No matter what the fuck happens,
I will stand the fuck by you.
I will fuckin' be there for you,
whenever the fuck you need me.
To lend you a fuckin' hand,
to do a fuckin' good deed.
So just fuckin' call on me,
whenever the fuck you need anything.
Fuck...I will always be there,
even to the bitter fuckin' end.

(well, idk about u, but i would definitly say that to one of my closest friends...no really...i would)

Tell Me What You Think

so, i just put a little playlist thingy on my blog. talk about 77 songs of greatness. JK! i guess i just wanted to know what you guys out there think of my lovely collection of music. obviously its not EVERYTHING i listen to, but still. listen to it, enjoy it, then tell me what you think of it. im not sure why i want people's opinions. i guess i just want to see if anyone else out there has the same tast as i.

oh, but karl halliday, feel free to keep ur mouth shut unless you have something good to say. cuz i already know that you think most of my music sux even tho you hardly know what i like.

yeah, so...

PHEN OUT!!!
=]

oh yeah, i just wanted to say that my favorite things on that playlist are:
David Bowie
both Under Pressure Songs
Beck
Escape the Fate
Good Charlotte
The Matches
Shiny Toy Guns
and Forever the Sickest Kids

idk why you needed to know that but yeah. thats just what i REALLY like listening to right now. =] oh and i totally noticed that i forgot to put the Shiny Toy Guns on my playlist also! darn! if they were on there they would be part of my "favorites" list. that upsets me.

Yippidydoodaadee...

im sad cuz the park by my house is flooded from all the rain we've been getting this summer. this is bad for two reasons.

!) i really like to swing on the swings and just walk around in that park
@)i was gonna take pictures of the playground for this photography thing that i have to do

i hope the river goes down soon...

Summer is the worst season of them all

so, summer is coming up and there are only two days left of school for me. this means no more middle school and time for high school. im pretty sure im gonna cry on the last day of school cuz im gonna miss all the people who are not going to the same school as i am. at least all of my closest friends are going to the same high school as me so it wont be too bad. im also pretty sure that im going to get lost in that damn new school. even though the building is practically a square, im destined to get lost cuz i usually do that. its just sad. thats why i hate summer so much; cuz i always miss people and this one is gonna be the worstest of all.

tomorrow, im going on a field trip to an art museum. i went on the same one when i was in sixth grade. but, this time my bestest friend is coming so it better be loads of fun. we get to eat pizza and see some cool art and ride a coach bus. i guess its not too exciting but ill make sure its fun cuz it will be one of m last memories of middle school.

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