Oh Hot Damn~This Is My Jam

s-s-so i'm sick of starting every post with the word "so". it's not very interesting. i also think there need to be more text colors for this. i need a better variety.

i-i-i've been having a lot of anxiety at school. it mostly occurs when i'm walking thru the halls or sitting at lunch or in a class without friends. i can't control myself and i keep looking at the people around me to see what they're doing. i can't stand sitting in the front row of a classroom [i also don't like sitting in the back corner] because i need to see the people around me. it's a paranoia feeling. i'm not kidding. i don't get why i feel this. i get it a lot in art class. i'm too afraid to talk to the teacher about my project. i don't wanna ask teachers questions cuz i feel like someone will hear what i'm saying and they'll think something bad about me. there's my main problem. i'm so worried about what other people are thinking. when i'm walking thru the halls and trying to dodge people, i feel like everyone has their eyes focused on me.

h-h-however, i'm thinking that this won't last long. well, at least that's what i;m hoping. there's really no reason for it. besides that, school is school. not exactly fun but not horrible. it's school.