i'm really happy because this week was only a three day week in my place of education. it's not often that we get halloween off in this hick ass town. so, i don't have to go to la escuela tomorrow or friday. =] i'm excited for tomorrow. nothing really big is happening. i'm just going on the french feild trip [tho i am not in french] my freind katie invited me to go cuz she can do that ^_^ but they are going to the milwaukee art museum [which i have been to like 3 times but it's fun anyway] and then to a french restauraunt. i really hope i enjoy the food there.
friday is halloween you guys. i'm sure you're all aware of that. i pretty much have zero idea of what to be. well, i kinda do but it's definitly not exciting. i'm prolly gonna end up being a ninja/thug/benji madden [old school ish]/shadow of the night! that last one was to make it sound epic and intersting. fail? yeah, i expected that much. me and katie need to polish up a few more details just to make things clear, but woo!
it was snowing here on monday. just tiny lil flakes. not enuf to measure or to even consider actual snowfall. nontheless, i was not very happy about this. i mean, i really like winter and all, but fall just began and i don't want it to end quite yet. =] it's my favorite season. i love all the seasons, tbqh. i used to hate summer and adore winter. however, i love every single one of them nowadays.
i realized, just now, how i've gone back to being a nobody on here. i remember back in the day when i had just started this thing and i was only getting a few comments. no regular readers except the coolest person in the world [katie]. then, after what seemed like ages, a few people came trickling along. all of the sudden, this blog following trend falls from the sky and i have all these follewers who want to read what i have to say and want to comment. that was nice to have people commenting and whatnot. but now, i guess all those people just got better things to do cuz i'm back to only having one regular viewer. frankly, this doesn't bother me too much, but neither did the "fan club" if i can even call them that.
tonight, i'm going to get William Control's cd. i'm 100% sure that it's going to sound great. =]
lil extra word in here
that cupcake that you gave to me today tasted amazing, katie ^_^
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
I Don't Know What To Title It
we had to make a poem for our english class today using subordinating conjunctions. gotta love that grammar, eh? the first four lines in each five line stanza had to begin with one of the subordinating conjunctions but the fifth line could not. there was no specific pattern we had to follow. no rhymes required. no certain beat or rhythm. just poetry. so, here is mine. i guess i just wanted to display it. i don't have a title yet and it's due tomorrow. i really want one so i'll have to come up with something dumb. anyway, here it is =]
When I look up to watch the birds fly,
So high up in the sky,
After I feel a lump grow in my throat,
As I bury my face in my coat,
I feel the warm stream of tears as I cry.
Although I cannot live my dream,
When I think of you, it makes my heart scream,
Because of passion; I am so full of it,
So I shall dig myself out of this depressive pit,
Your love makes my soul beam.
i don't write poetry at all you guys. only when it's by school assignment. however, i do enjoy writing it. i just hope it's good and not shit. *shrugs* =]
When I look up to watch the birds fly,
So high up in the sky,
After I feel a lump grow in my throat,
As I bury my face in my coat,
I feel the warm stream of tears as I cry.
Although I cannot live my dream,
When I think of you, it makes my heart scream,
Because of passion; I am so full of it,
So I shall dig myself out of this depressive pit,
Your love makes my soul beam.
i don't write poetry at all you guys. only when it's by school assignment. however, i do enjoy writing it. i just hope it's good and not shit. *shrugs* =]
Saturday, October 18, 2008
You're My Favorite Kind Of Creepy
said ryland to gabe ^_^
so the sassy back concert was last night =] and omg you guys, i had more fun there than i did at the ap tour. i think it might have been because i was a lil more experienced and i knew what to expect but it was sooooo amazing. i'm gonna start off by talking about the bands since that's what the concert was all about. =]
sing it loud was the first to go on stage. i'm not gonna lie, i don't know any of their music. however, i still enjoyed their set cuz all the guys in the band had so much enthusiasm especially the bassist. their keyboardist was adorable and their lead singer kept pushing the hair from the back of his head forward over his face. i really liked it. they were really getting the crowd into it. hit the lights came on next. their mics and stuff were so friggin loud. you couldn't even hear what they were saying. but their set was still okay. i knew a few of their songs and was able to sing along. forever the sickest kids were the next to hop on board. i was so obnoxiously excited for these guys. it's my second tyme seeing them and ugh it was the greatest. they had all these "new moves" lol and kyle burns's hair was so hilariously awesome. they were so adorable up there. their music was good and i knew all the words. =] now it was tyme for cobra starship. i loved the atmosphere of the place like all the lighting and stage decorations for these guys. they played the best set of the night. gabe said some really good stuff to the crowd. ryland shook his ass for us ^_^ vicky looked great like she always does. even tho i was tired by this point, i still jumped around the most. i especially love it when they came out for an encore and played pleasure ryland and snakes on a plane (bring it). you guys, it was the best. =D
now you wanna hear about the amazing people and the events from the crowd? oh for sure.
so before sing it loud came on, i was really scared we weren't gonna meet any really cool people like we met justin at the ap tour. however, once sing it loud was done, we had been pushed back a bit by all the people and now we were standing by these one kids who kept pushing each other around. one of them had a mohawk and i totally remember thinking "dude that kid has a mohawk. what the hell is he doing here?" lmao XD i guess i have some sort of fascination with mohawks cuz once he was close enuf, i reached out and touched it a few tymes. one of the tymes, his friend sorta caught me in the act so he turned around and fluffed up my hair. i am sooooo grateful that i did that cuz we totally became friends with these guys. we later discovered that mohawk kid's name is evan and his sorta bulky friend's name is jake. they were really nice for a bunch of troublemakers. there were a few other kids hanging around them that kept creating these lil mosh pits. "if you can mosh to the academy is slow down then you can mosh to forever the sickest kids" and that's just what they did for every set. right before forever the sickest kids came on, evan and jake decided to life katie into the air. i was all like woah! so right before cobra starship came on jake lifted me onto his shoulders with the help of evan. i had so much fun up there ^_^ and i guess evan seemed really into me cuz he had his hand on my back the entire tyme i was up in the air. and i noticed a few tymes, that when we were by the mosh pit, if they got a lil out of control, evan [or his friend jake a few tymes] would come stand by us and almost like shield us from them. i remember that gabe from cobra starship gave props to evan for having a mohawk XD. lucky. i didn't wanna leave. i was having so much fun and i wanted to chill with evan some more. but we had to go and i was really sad cuz the only departing i got from evan was a small hug and a lil goodbye. =/ but they were awesome kids anyway.
this concert was definitely better than the ap tour tho. i loved the ap tour and all but this tyme i was experienced and i had a lot of fun actually participating in the crowd the entire tyme and shoving around the kids in the mosh pit. the crowd was also really cool. it was a perfect size and all of the kids were kinda nice. if you wanted to get thru to your friends, they would move for you. and if you dropped something on the ground everyone around you would create a lil circle and there would be a million cell phones and lighters searching around. i would know this cuz at one point, katie's glasses fell off and evan was the one who eventually found them. ^_^ oh and i forgot to mention that we bought t-shirts in between forever the sickest kids and cobra starship. i got a purple hit the lights shirt and a gray cobra starhip shirt cuz i already have a ftsk shirt and i don't own anything by sing it loud. it was truly great you guys. it really was. i wish i could meet evan again. i'm so glad i touched his mohawk =D ah i wanna go back in time and experience again and again and again and....lawl
so the sassy back concert was last night =] and omg you guys, i had more fun there than i did at the ap tour. i think it might have been because i was a lil more experienced and i knew what to expect but it was sooooo amazing. i'm gonna start off by talking about the bands since that's what the concert was all about. =]
sing it loud was the first to go on stage. i'm not gonna lie, i don't know any of their music. however, i still enjoyed their set cuz all the guys in the band had so much enthusiasm especially the bassist. their keyboardist was adorable and their lead singer kept pushing the hair from the back of his head forward over his face. i really liked it. they were really getting the crowd into it. hit the lights came on next. their mics and stuff were so friggin loud. you couldn't even hear what they were saying. but their set was still okay. i knew a few of their songs and was able to sing along. forever the sickest kids were the next to hop on board. i was so obnoxiously excited for these guys. it's my second tyme seeing them and ugh it was the greatest. they had all these "new moves" lol and kyle burns's hair was so hilariously awesome. they were so adorable up there. their music was good and i knew all the words. =] now it was tyme for cobra starship. i loved the atmosphere of the place like all the lighting and stage decorations for these guys. they played the best set of the night. gabe said some really good stuff to the crowd. ryland shook his ass for us ^_^ vicky looked great like she always does. even tho i was tired by this point, i still jumped around the most. i especially love it when they came out for an encore and played pleasure ryland and snakes on a plane (bring it). you guys, it was the best. =D
now you wanna hear about the amazing people and the events from the crowd? oh for sure.
so before sing it loud came on, i was really scared we weren't gonna meet any really cool people like we met justin at the ap tour. however, once sing it loud was done, we had been pushed back a bit by all the people and now we were standing by these one kids who kept pushing each other around. one of them had a mohawk and i totally remember thinking "dude that kid has a mohawk. what the hell is he doing here?" lmao XD i guess i have some sort of fascination with mohawks cuz once he was close enuf, i reached out and touched it a few tymes. one of the tymes, his friend sorta caught me in the act so he turned around and fluffed up my hair. i am sooooo grateful that i did that cuz we totally became friends with these guys. we later discovered that mohawk kid's name is evan and his sorta bulky friend's name is jake. they were really nice for a bunch of troublemakers. there were a few other kids hanging around them that kept creating these lil mosh pits. "if you can mosh to the academy is slow down then you can mosh to forever the sickest kids" and that's just what they did for every set. right before forever the sickest kids came on, evan and jake decided to life katie into the air. i was all like woah! so right before cobra starship came on jake lifted me onto his shoulders with the help of evan. i had so much fun up there ^_^ and i guess evan seemed really into me cuz he had his hand on my back the entire tyme i was up in the air. and i noticed a few tymes, that when we were by the mosh pit, if they got a lil out of control, evan [or his friend jake a few tymes] would come stand by us and almost like shield us from them. i remember that gabe from cobra starship gave props to evan for having a mohawk XD. lucky. i didn't wanna leave. i was having so much fun and i wanted to chill with evan some more. but we had to go and i was really sad cuz the only departing i got from evan was a small hug and a lil goodbye. =/ but they were awesome kids anyway.
this concert was definitely better than the ap tour tho. i loved the ap tour and all but this tyme i was experienced and i had a lot of fun actually participating in the crowd the entire tyme and shoving around the kids in the mosh pit. the crowd was also really cool. it was a perfect size and all of the kids were kinda nice. if you wanted to get thru to your friends, they would move for you. and if you dropped something on the ground everyone around you would create a lil circle and there would be a million cell phones and lighters searching around. i would know this cuz at one point, katie's glasses fell off and evan was the one who eventually found them. ^_^ oh and i forgot to mention that we bought t-shirts in between forever the sickest kids and cobra starship. i got a purple hit the lights shirt and a gray cobra starhip shirt cuz i already have a ftsk shirt and i don't own anything by sing it loud. it was truly great you guys. it really was. i wish i could meet evan again. i'm so glad i touched his mohawk =D ah i wanna go back in time and experience again and again and again and....lawl
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Open Up Your Eyes, I Wanna Watch You Cry
t-t-today after lunch, as i was heading towards health class, this kid came up in front of me and stopped me. i'm not kidding when i say he looke like a dumbass. he had a wifebeater on with these baggy pants, droopy eyes, and an ugly ass buzz cut.
"My friend was wondering if you had a boyfriend?" he was holding this bottle of chocolate milk really high in the air and i didn't understand why.
"Um...no"
"Would you wanna go out with him? He's the one over there in the green and white jersey. He's laughing a lot" so i looked toward the direction he was pointing his milk and saw this kid who didn't have a buzzcut but looked retarded anyway. maybe i was just being judgemental but i didn't know these kids and the group of them was acting so [for lack of a better word] dumb.
"No thanks. I'm good"
"He really wants to get to know you better"
"No i don't think so"
"Why?
"Cuz" we had slowly been walking for the earlier portion, but at this point he stopped and i continued on.
before i had gotten out of hearing range i heard the wifebeater yell to his friend
"She said no"
and his friend replyed back with something like
"Well, no duh"
i didn't stick around long enuf to hear if there was more to it
i-i-i didn't know what these kids intentions were. whether the one kid really wanted to know me [he didn't seem like the type to be interested in me] or if they were just bored or desperate for something. *shrugs* there were lots of possibilities running thru my head.
b-b-but the day carried on like a wayward son. after health i went to art. i guess i'm pretty much done with my still life for now. i never told you guys the story of that, did i? i don't feel like it. anyway, i didn't wanna work on my portfolio project so i got out my sketchbook and my i-pod. one thing i like to do when i don't know what to draw is listen to music and pick out interesting song lyrics. i got this one from a cobra starship song. "Open up your eyes, i wanna watch you cry" i hope that's the right thing and i didn't mess it up. i don't even remember what song it's from. so, i started doodling the words and a lil eye to go along with it. my plan was to make a tear coming from the corner and to make lots of eyeliner and mascara smudged all down the page. sorta like the album cover of escape the fate's dying is your latest fashion. hehe =] anyway, when class had finished the teacher came up to me and mentioned something about my drawing. i couldn't really hear what she said cuz tbh, i wasn't paying attention. she may have said something like "i took a picture of your work" or "i really liked your drawing" it sounded like one of the two and it was followed by "because it shows how students are thinking about other things during school besides the usual work. did you write that line?" "no, it's a song lyric" "oh, that's a really good lyric" then the bell rang. i guess i just found that interesting. i enjoy paraphrasing my days like parasuicides. failed attempts i never could forget.
i-i-n spanish class today we got an assignment to create the perfect best friend. we have to tell where they are from and what they are like and whatnot. i could create katie but i dont think i will. =] i considered making a combination of all my best friends but i thought that it would be so amazing that it would explode. so, i decided to make a best guy friend. cuz i don't have one of those and i really want one. i'm really excited about this. it's gonna be so much fun.
a-a-also, i think i failed to mention that the desk conversation in that class is back on. and i almost have an idea of who it might be.
"FML"
"So hard"
"FTW"
"Thats sick"
"Youre sick"
"Thats what he said"
"possibly"
the possibly is what i wanted to discuss. so this kid, zach eicher, if you've read katie's blog you know him. i suspect him for a few reasons. today during geometry he totally siad the word possibly just how i imagined desk writer saying it. also, he's in spanish II and he has the same teacher as me but a different hour. how crazy would that be? lawl
b-b-bringing sassy back tomorrow night =]
"My friend was wondering if you had a boyfriend?" he was holding this bottle of chocolate milk really high in the air and i didn't understand why.
"Um...no"
"Would you wanna go out with him? He's the one over there in the green and white jersey. He's laughing a lot" so i looked toward the direction he was pointing his milk and saw this kid who didn't have a buzzcut but looked retarded anyway. maybe i was just being judgemental but i didn't know these kids and the group of them was acting so [for lack of a better word] dumb.
"No thanks. I'm good"
"He really wants to get to know you better"
"No i don't think so"
"Why?
"Cuz" we had slowly been walking for the earlier portion, but at this point he stopped and i continued on.
before i had gotten out of hearing range i heard the wifebeater yell to his friend
"She said no"
and his friend replyed back with something like
"Well, no duh"
i didn't stick around long enuf to hear if there was more to it
i-i-i didn't know what these kids intentions were. whether the one kid really wanted to know me [he didn't seem like the type to be interested in me] or if they were just bored or desperate for something. *shrugs* there were lots of possibilities running thru my head.
b-b-but the day carried on like a wayward son. after health i went to art. i guess i'm pretty much done with my still life for now. i never told you guys the story of that, did i? i don't feel like it. anyway, i didn't wanna work on my portfolio project so i got out my sketchbook and my i-pod. one thing i like to do when i don't know what to draw is listen to music and pick out interesting song lyrics. i got this one from a cobra starship song. "Open up your eyes, i wanna watch you cry" i hope that's the right thing and i didn't mess it up. i don't even remember what song it's from. so, i started doodling the words and a lil eye to go along with it. my plan was to make a tear coming from the corner and to make lots of eyeliner and mascara smudged all down the page. sorta like the album cover of escape the fate's dying is your latest fashion. hehe =] anyway, when class had finished the teacher came up to me and mentioned something about my drawing. i couldn't really hear what she said cuz tbh, i wasn't paying attention. she may have said something like "i took a picture of your work" or "i really liked your drawing" it sounded like one of the two and it was followed by "because it shows how students are thinking about other things during school besides the usual work. did you write that line?" "no, it's a song lyric" "oh, that's a really good lyric" then the bell rang. i guess i just found that interesting. i enjoy paraphrasing my days like parasuicides. failed attempts i never could forget.
i-i-n spanish class today we got an assignment to create the perfect best friend. we have to tell where they are from and what they are like and whatnot. i could create katie but i dont think i will. =] i considered making a combination of all my best friends but i thought that it would be so amazing that it would explode. so, i decided to make a best guy friend. cuz i don't have one of those and i really want one. i'm really excited about this. it's gonna be so much fun.
a-a-also, i think i failed to mention that the desk conversation in that class is back on. and i almost have an idea of who it might be.
"FML"
"So hard"
"FTW"
"Thats sick"
"Youre sick"
"Thats what he said"
"possibly"
the possibly is what i wanted to discuss. so this kid, zach eicher, if you've read katie's blog you know him. i suspect him for a few reasons. today during geometry he totally siad the word possibly just how i imagined desk writer saying it. also, he's in spanish II and he has the same teacher as me but a different hour. how crazy would that be? lawl
b-b-bringing sassy back tomorrow night =]
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Straight Up ~ Epic Fail
this is my report on homecoming last night =]
the evening began when it was still light outside. me and my brother aaron headed over to our friends' house. friends=katie [not katiesaurus different girl], brianna, brielle, and nettie and her friend niteal. we sat around for a while then did our hair. niteal put a black ribbon in my hair and said my hair was "silky" so nettie came over to feel it. it wasn't awkward at all. then, we got all dolled up and when we came out i had the privilege of meeting some of katie, brianna, and nettie's relatives-alex and evan. they were super cool. to be honest, i sorta thought evan was gay cuz he has that higher voice and lil attitude. *shrugs* but he comes from a really strict catholic family so i don't think so. alex said all the girls looked nice and he was smiling at me the whole time. or maybe i was dreaming.
after that, we headed over to a park/playground to take some pictures. nettie's boyfriend tyler came along and so did her sister debbie. we went on the twirly slide which was kinda chaotic but really fun and we hit the swings. i usually don't like pictures but these were awesome cuz we were doing the oddest of things. =] we eventually made our way to dinner at old country buffet. nettie and tyler went their own way cuz they were going to the clinton homecoming instead of the parker homecoming and debbie went back home. not much to say about dinner except that i really enjoyed talking to evan and alex and everyone thought i was weird for getting a cupcake and only eating the frosting. psh.
night had killed the day and we arrived at parker highschool. the theme of the dance was the dark night. they had the bat signal shining on the school which i thought was really cool but once we got inside i thought the decorations were lame. i was hoping for more drastic stuff. for the first half, i had like zero fun. we only danced a lil bit and i was being sorta shy. i had a slow dance with alex tho and i felt extremely awkward. i'm sure my face was red. katie[saurus] along with taylor, zach, and keagan came about and hour later. i decided to hang with those guys after that. i didn't completely ditch everyone else but ya know. we also saw jocelyn and her sister and a lot of other people. i finally began having fun. it always takes me a long time to warm up to dances. it was amazing tho. zach kept wiping his sweat on me. i thought katie looked really pretty ^_^ and my shoes were killing my feet. we jumped around a lot and i did so much laughing that my abs started to hurt. i had a lot of fun. however, it had to end sometime.
i said all my goodbyes to katie[saurus] taylor, zach and keagan and went home with katie, brianna, brielle, aaron, alex and evan. on the drive home, me and evan discussed my favorite adjectives. i was over joyed about that conversation. i told him i liked the word straight cuz it goes perfectly with up and he said he liked the word epic cuz it sounded great with fail. teehee X]
we got back to katie, brianna and nettie's house and just chilled. i couldn't get comfortable in the seat that i had chosen cuz i'm dumb like that. me and evan discussed what soda we like and dislike. alex and i talked about...i don't really know. we just sorta talked =] there was a lot of laughing and i was sad cuz nobody wanted to watch the fresh prince besides me alex and evan but they both wanted to watch robocop more. i still had a blasty blast.
me and aaron headed back home around 1 am and i was sad cuz i wanted to stay longer. i'm really glad i met alex and evan. i think they're my favoritest people evah. i wanna be like best friends with evan cuz he's that cool. and omg you guys. i think i really like alex. i don't get butterflies for him or increased heart rates but he makes me smile and laugh a lot and all i can think about is how i wanna see him again. i just don't think it'll be that way =/
anyway, it was a spectacular time =] haha hope my story wasn't too long.
the evening began when it was still light outside. me and my brother aaron headed over to our friends' house. friends=katie [not katiesaurus different girl], brianna, brielle, and nettie and her friend niteal. we sat around for a while then did our hair. niteal put a black ribbon in my hair and said my hair was "silky" so nettie came over to feel it. it wasn't awkward at all. then, we got all dolled up and when we came out i had the privilege of meeting some of katie, brianna, and nettie's relatives-alex and evan. they were super cool. to be honest, i sorta thought evan was gay cuz he has that higher voice and lil attitude. *shrugs* but he comes from a really strict catholic family so i don't think so. alex said all the girls looked nice and he was smiling at me the whole time. or maybe i was dreaming.
after that, we headed over to a park/playground to take some pictures. nettie's boyfriend tyler came along and so did her sister debbie. we went on the twirly slide which was kinda chaotic but really fun and we hit the swings. i usually don't like pictures but these were awesome cuz we were doing the oddest of things. =] we eventually made our way to dinner at old country buffet. nettie and tyler went their own way cuz they were going to the clinton homecoming instead of the parker homecoming and debbie went back home. not much to say about dinner except that i really enjoyed talking to evan and alex and everyone thought i was weird for getting a cupcake and only eating the frosting. psh.
night had killed the day and we arrived at parker highschool. the theme of the dance was the dark night. they had the bat signal shining on the school which i thought was really cool but once we got inside i thought the decorations were lame. i was hoping for more drastic stuff. for the first half, i had like zero fun. we only danced a lil bit and i was being sorta shy. i had a slow dance with alex tho and i felt extremely awkward. i'm sure my face was red. katie[saurus] along with taylor, zach, and keagan came about and hour later. i decided to hang with those guys after that. i didn't completely ditch everyone else but ya know. we also saw jocelyn and her sister and a lot of other people. i finally began having fun. it always takes me a long time to warm up to dances. it was amazing tho. zach kept wiping his sweat on me. i thought katie looked really pretty ^_^ and my shoes were killing my feet. we jumped around a lot and i did so much laughing that my abs started to hurt. i had a lot of fun. however, it had to end sometime.
i said all my goodbyes to katie[saurus] taylor, zach and keagan and went home with katie, brianna, brielle, aaron, alex and evan. on the drive home, me and evan discussed my favorite adjectives. i was over joyed about that conversation. i told him i liked the word straight cuz it goes perfectly with up and he said he liked the word epic cuz it sounded great with fail. teehee X]
we got back to katie, brianna and nettie's house and just chilled. i couldn't get comfortable in the seat that i had chosen cuz i'm dumb like that. me and evan discussed what soda we like and dislike. alex and i talked about...i don't really know. we just sorta talked =] there was a lot of laughing and i was sad cuz nobody wanted to watch the fresh prince besides me alex and evan but they both wanted to watch robocop more. i still had a blasty blast.
me and aaron headed back home around 1 am and i was sad cuz i wanted to stay longer. i'm really glad i met alex and evan. i think they're my favoritest people evah. i wanna be like best friends with evan cuz he's that cool. and omg you guys. i think i really like alex. i don't get butterflies for him or increased heart rates but he makes me smile and laugh a lot and all i can think about is how i wanna see him again. i just don't think it'll be that way =/
anyway, it was a spectacular time =] haha hope my story wasn't too long.
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
We All Get What We're Deserving Of
oh it makes my lips tingle! the word clusterfuck is a personal fave.
this morning it smelt like worms outside because of the rain we got last night. that scent displeases me >_<
so i should've metioned this earlier. about 8 days ago, but...oops. i really like october. to me, the entire month of october is like one big halloween celebration. once those decorations hit peoples lawns it's like BAM! halloween bitches! so yeah, i pretty much have my own month long celebration going on with that cuz i don't think anyone else actually thinks the same as i do. i'm also like that with the month of december and christmas. it's a jolly good time folks. =]
today, when i arrived in my spanish class i took a look at my desk and it was bare. there was a faint trace of pencil marks in the shape of a milkshake but nothing remained. that damn janitor caught word of the mutilation of school property. so, mutilation is a harsh word for having a desk conversation. anyway, i was sad but what can you do about it cept move on. it was no big deal from the start.
in global studies, i have a really cool teacher. everyone says that mr. conway is way cooler but i think mr. maurman is pretty amazing himself sometimes. the things we rant about in that class...sososo, mr. maurman is gonna be a chaperone at homecoming and while talking about this, he pulled out a huge stack of rulers. they exist still kids! save room for the holy spirit if ya smell what i'm stepping in. =P
speaking of homecoming, it's spirit week this week. monday was rival day so we had to wear gear from the rival highschool in town. tuesday was color war day so all the grades had to wear a certain color. today was superhero day which i loved and hated because some of the kids were hilarious but others were just fucktards. thursday is farmer day cuz our highschool is best known as cow pie high. old nickname. and to finish it off, friday is spirit day so we sposed ta wear school colors. i like this week a lot tho i'm not the biggest participator.
so in the beginning of the year, i had a lot of anxiety and i never could figure out the cause. well, now those feelings have purdy much left my soul [for the most part]. in fact, i've been invaded with some lame lethargy. i don't wanna be all sappy and complain about it. i just could'nt care less about shit. i do it but i don't care why. no real excitement or enthusiasm. just lethargy. it fills the air in my bubble.
one last thing before i go. been speaking of homecoming a lot and i'm extremely bothered that i'm not actually going with someone. i mean i'm going with friends and all but it's not a "someone". i wish i had a date. i wish i actually had a crush on someone. there isn't a single soul roaming around that i feel "feelings" for. no one gives me those butterflies or increased heart rate. i long for those feelings. the good kind of anxiety...=/
this morning it smelt like worms outside because of the rain we got last night. that scent displeases me >_<
so i should've metioned this earlier. about 8 days ago, but...oops. i really like october. to me, the entire month of october is like one big halloween celebration. once those decorations hit peoples lawns it's like BAM! halloween bitches! so yeah, i pretty much have my own month long celebration going on with that cuz i don't think anyone else actually thinks the same as i do. i'm also like that with the month of december and christmas. it's a jolly good time folks. =]
today, when i arrived in my spanish class i took a look at my desk and it was bare. there was a faint trace of pencil marks in the shape of a milkshake but nothing remained. that damn janitor caught word of the mutilation of school property. so, mutilation is a harsh word for having a desk conversation. anyway, i was sad but what can you do about it cept move on. it was no big deal from the start.
in global studies, i have a really cool teacher. everyone says that mr. conway is way cooler but i think mr. maurman is pretty amazing himself sometimes. the things we rant about in that class...sososo, mr. maurman is gonna be a chaperone at homecoming and while talking about this, he pulled out a huge stack of rulers. they exist still kids! save room for the holy spirit if ya smell what i'm stepping in. =P
speaking of homecoming, it's spirit week this week. monday was rival day so we had to wear gear from the rival highschool in town. tuesday was color war day so all the grades had to wear a certain color. today was superhero day which i loved and hated because some of the kids were hilarious but others were just fucktards. thursday is farmer day cuz our highschool is best known as cow pie high. old nickname. and to finish it off, friday is spirit day so we sposed ta wear school colors. i like this week a lot tho i'm not the biggest participator.
so in the beginning of the year, i had a lot of anxiety and i never could figure out the cause. well, now those feelings have purdy much left my soul [for the most part]. in fact, i've been invaded with some lame lethargy. i don't wanna be all sappy and complain about it. i just could'nt care less about shit. i do it but i don't care why. no real excitement or enthusiasm. just lethargy. it fills the air in my bubble.
one last thing before i go. been speaking of homecoming a lot and i'm extremely bothered that i'm not actually going with someone. i mean i'm going with friends and all but it's not a "someone". i wish i had a date. i wish i actually had a crush on someone. there isn't a single soul roaming around that i feel "feelings" for. no one gives me those butterflies or increased heart rate. i long for those feelings. the good kind of anxiety...=/
Monday, October 6, 2008
Please, Don't Wait For Me Today-Things Will Not Be Different Now
a small lil note here
i guess i have some stuff to report but i don't really feel as tho it's important
instead, i'm gonna give some thank you's
=]
i just wanted to mention all the people that are following me. i think it's so nice of all you guys. i'm flattered that people enjoy hearing what i have to say. honestly, i never would've imagined that i would be interesting. so yes, i think you guys are all cool =]
but one other thing i need to bring forth. if you're gonna follow me, please comment. a few of you peeps i've never even spoken to! i would like for that to change. just a lil note.
also, check out the blogs that i am following because those people are way cooler than i am. especially chad sugg's blog and keep a breast. i'm a total supporter of both of those blogs and tho there haven't been new posts in a while, i think you should read them anyway. thank ya.
tonight, i'm gonna go shopping for some shoes that match my dress for homecoming. i'm still amazed that it's batman themed. wow.
also, i really liked the football game friday night. the student section was crazy fun. =]
i guess i have some stuff to report but i don't really feel as tho it's important
instead, i'm gonna give some thank you's
=]
i just wanted to mention all the people that are following me. i think it's so nice of all you guys. i'm flattered that people enjoy hearing what i have to say. honestly, i never would've imagined that i would be interesting. so yes, i think you guys are all cool =]
but one other thing i need to bring forth. if you're gonna follow me, please comment. a few of you peeps i've never even spoken to! i would like for that to change. just a lil note.
also, check out the blogs that i am following because those people are way cooler than i am. especially chad sugg's blog and keep a breast. i'm a total supporter of both of those blogs and tho there haven't been new posts in a while, i think you should read them anyway. thank ya.
tonight, i'm gonna go shopping for some shoes that match my dress for homecoming. i'm still amazed that it's batman themed. wow.
also, i really liked the football game friday night. the student section was crazy fun. =]
Friday, October 3, 2008
Religion's A Reminder That Our Past Is Filled With Liars
haha spanish is probably my favorite class now. the reason is because i'm having a conversation with someone by writing notes on the desk i sit in. basically, the person [whom i do not know] wrote some stuff on the desk and drew some pictures. i noticed it and decided that i wanted to comment. ever since then, it's been an ongoing conversation. every morning, i look forward to entering the spanish room and seeing if there is anything new. i like that a lot. it seriously makes me smile. alas, i would really enjoy meeting this person sometime. maybe that will be one of the things we discuss on our desk. haha! wouldn't that be spectacular.
today when i was in the library for health, i managed to finish my lil report thing before everyone else. that's what work at home gets ya, children. anyway, i decided to go look at the binder for the "accelerated reader" books even tho i've already picked myne. i guess i wanted to see if Brave New World was in there so i could give myself an excuse to read the darn thing. but it was not in there so i'm gonna stick with Tom Sawyer. backtracking a bit, the lady couldn't find the binder right away so she went on a search for it. as she was doing that, i just sorta stood there all awkward cuz i didn't know exactly what to do. as i looked like a retard, i noticed this one kid in the lounge area casting curious stares in my direction. maybe i'm exaggerating. but i've seen him around before and i think he's pretty awesome so i hope im not exaggerating. he was supposed to be reading but he kept peering over his book and sorta watched me the entire time which made me feel even more awkward. i guess it just made me happy. nothing more. i looked thru the binder and all was over.
i'm pretty happy about this weekend cuz i didn't have to take home any textbooks and my homework is scarce. later tonight i plan on going to the highschool football game with a bunch of people. afterward, i'm gonna go to these one people's house to pick out a dress for homecoming. did i mention that i pretty much got pressured into going to that thing? ugh. all was made better tho when i found out that the theme is fucking batman! woo! so yeah, i need a dress. i'm hopefully gonna find one then all i need to buy is some shoes and accessories.
i think i'm gonna go eat some taquitos now
today when i was in the library for health, i managed to finish my lil report thing before everyone else. that's what work at home gets ya, children. anyway, i decided to go look at the binder for the "accelerated reader" books even tho i've already picked myne. i guess i wanted to see if Brave New World was in there so i could give myself an excuse to read the darn thing. but it was not in there so i'm gonna stick with Tom Sawyer. backtracking a bit, the lady couldn't find the binder right away so she went on a search for it. as she was doing that, i just sorta stood there all awkward cuz i didn't know exactly what to do. as i looked like a retard, i noticed this one kid in the lounge area casting curious stares in my direction. maybe i'm exaggerating. but i've seen him around before and i think he's pretty awesome so i hope im not exaggerating. he was supposed to be reading but he kept peering over his book and sorta watched me the entire time which made me feel even more awkward. i guess it just made me happy. nothing more. i looked thru the binder and all was over.
i'm pretty happy about this weekend cuz i didn't have to take home any textbooks and my homework is scarce. later tonight i plan on going to the highschool football game with a bunch of people. afterward, i'm gonna go to these one people's house to pick out a dress for homecoming. did i mention that i pretty much got pressured into going to that thing? ugh. all was made better tho when i found out that the theme is fucking batman! woo! so yeah, i need a dress. i'm hopefully gonna find one then all i need to buy is some shoes and accessories.
i think i'm gonna go eat some taquitos now
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Coffee Flavored Candy Corn
it's actually not that good you guys. pay no mind.
so in regards to my last post-"Sometimes". i guess it doesn't really make much sense. all i really meant by it is that i can be really cruel to people sometimes and the way i go about it they may not notice that in truth i'm actually trying to mock them or bring them down. it's a horrible habit of myne. no further detail necessary.
that reminds me of something. i quite enjoy using big words. for multiple reasons. mostly cuz i think they're fun to say and they make me look smart. i especially love adjectives and describing things. synonyms are the bomb diggity.
i've been itching to watch some horror/thriller movies lately. i was thinking about it not too long ago and i realized that i haven't actually seen anything that scary in quite some time. the movies i wanna see most would be 1408, the number 23, and idk whatever i see next time i go to the movie rental place.
i also really wish i could ride a bike. it's been years since i've rode one and i really miss it. but i also like walking so...i guess it's not that important to me. it just seems like it would be a lot of fun.
i'm so excited for it to be fall/autumn now. well, the weather could warm up a few degrees. it's only the start of october. but i'm looking forward to the leaves changing colors and the overcast skies. and the fucking concert! honestly, i'm still wondering what happened to summer. i don't remember much of what i did besides waking up at 9:30 and going on the computer. hm...
i really wanna buy something. i don't know what it is tho. i just know it's something and i want it.
so in regards to my last post-"Sometimes". i guess it doesn't really make much sense. all i really meant by it is that i can be really cruel to people sometimes and the way i go about it they may not notice that in truth i'm actually trying to mock them or bring them down. it's a horrible habit of myne. no further detail necessary.
that reminds me of something. i quite enjoy using big words. for multiple reasons. mostly cuz i think they're fun to say and they make me look smart. i especially love adjectives and describing things. synonyms are the bomb diggity.
i've been itching to watch some horror/thriller movies lately. i was thinking about it not too long ago and i realized that i haven't actually seen anything that scary in quite some time. the movies i wanna see most would be 1408, the number 23, and idk whatever i see next time i go to the movie rental place.
i also really wish i could ride a bike. it's been years since i've rode one and i really miss it. but i also like walking so...i guess it's not that important to me. it just seems like it would be a lot of fun.
i'm so excited for it to be fall/autumn now. well, the weather could warm up a few degrees. it's only the start of october. but i'm looking forward to the leaves changing colors and the overcast skies. and the fucking concert! honestly, i'm still wondering what happened to summer. i don't remember much of what i did besides waking up at 9:30 and going on the computer. hm...
i really wanna buy something. i don't know what it is tho. i just know it's something and i want it.
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